Plans for the future…

Lately I’m been feeling really down, but if you see me you wouldn’t be able to tell. I’m a very “cheerful” person on the out side. I always try to make people laugh, I always try to smile and TRY to take things lightly or so it seem. I hope this feelings will go away soon.

Tomorrow, after work, my plan is to go to the bank and put in some money for saving and then go and get my hair cut. I’ve decided to chop it off and go back to my short in the back and long in the front hair style.

It has taken so long for my hair to grown as long as it is not but I can’t stand it anymore. I feel like my head can’t breathe and think straight. The falling out rate had increased by at least 100%. I feel like I’m about to go bald sometimes soon and I just can’t stand it. Hopefully the the hair will also help lighten up my mood. 

Then, second on the agenda is Saturday I need to get my laundry done! There’s absolutely no question about that one. Ever since I’ve been going to the gym, I’m always short on t-shirt. I use double amount of t-shirt than I usually do! Goodness, driving me insane, therefor laundry is a MUST!

and lastly is SAVING, SAVING, SAVING! I need to learn how to save money. I have problems with this, like really big problem. When I have money, my hands are always itching to spend it. This problem is getting to serious so now I really need to retain myself from shopping because there’s so many things that I really need to get before it’s too late. 

1. A tablet (August). Why not a laptop? because I already have one and it’s sick right now. So why not another one? Because I find it inconvenient. I need this for school because it’ll be light weight and small enough that it will be more convenient than having to bring a laptop to school on top of at least 4 heavy books. 
2. A desktop (by December). I decided to go for a desktop instead of another laptop because by this time I would already have a tablet so a home desktop will be enough for me. I find desktop have a longer life for a person like me who’s very rough with her belongings. I think desktop can take a little more damage than a laptop can. 
3. A new DSLR (before the end of next year). This will be my next year goal just because it is so expensive! It’ll probably cost close to 1.5k, so it’ll take me a while before I can finally buy a new one but I need to. I love my current DSLR but for a live wedding venue I need a more high performance camera than the one I currently own. 

All the things I would like to purchase will cost me a lot of money that I currently do no have D: So I really need to save up because all of these are something that I need. Tablet and desktop is really on top though, before my laptop finally calls it quit and dies :(! I’m so sad… This laptop has been with me for like 6/7 years maybe? goodness! :( 

Anyways… that’s all. Good night!