May 2013
4 posts
4 tags
Love Will Prevail
I often ask myself if loving someone and caring for someone who can’t do the same for me this much is worth it? The rational answer is “no, it does not.” But my hopeful heart is, “yes, it does.”
I believe all love should unconditional love, a person should love from the deepest and kindest of their heart and not due to the reward regardless if it is a prize or if it...
Loving someone
Who will never be the person you need him/her to be;
nor,
will you be the person he/she wants you to be…
April 2013
14 posts
My sinking heart.
I wanted to write thing long thing but now that I am actually in front of the computer, nothing is coming out. I feel so stuffed up, and not from a sickness. I’ve been crying for the past couple of days and I can’t stop it.
The fortress that I’ve been building up seems to crumbling down fast and I’m feeling the pain. I wish I’m that type of person that can talk to...
"I love you so much, I could cry. I am always... →
My heart is so heavy, and my mind is so disturbed.
How do I tell you that I’ve missed you for the past years? #nowonesidedloveproblem sighhg
March 2013
8 posts
That feeling where you know you shouldn’t be talking to that one specific person, but you can’t help it cause that person feels like home…
What happens then??
What happens when the one you love is the one you shouldn’t want?
What happens when the one you love is the one you can’t have?
What happens when the one you love is the one who does not want you?
What happens when the one you love is the one who broke your heart?
What happens when the one you love is the one who broke you?
But even worst; what happens when the one you...
I don’t want to, I shouldn’t, It’s wrong, but I do…
The story of my life...
February 2013
10 posts
I hate when I ask a question or ask about something and don’t get a reply; when obviously the message had been read… Wtf?!
Simple yes or no is better than silence because then you’re making the person who’s asking you the question feel fucking horrible and fucking stupid.
Change is _____
If you were to fill in that line, what would you fill it with? I would fill it in with the word “inevitable”. Change is something that I cannot avoid. It is something that will constantly happen to me regardless of my approval or disapproval.
One of my biggest downfall upon myself is the tendency to dwell on the past and not being able to move forward. I tend to cherish my past and...
January 2013
29 posts
“The truth is… well, the truth is, I have met the right person, and...”
– Four Weddings and a Funeral
“The truth is… I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart…...”
– Reese Witherspoon, Sweet Home Alabama
Human Brain
Sometimes I wonder why I don’t study psychology instead of accounting. I really find the human mind to one of the most interesting subject. It really intrigues me.
Two subject really comes to mind today. 1. Why do people think that just because someone is a religious leader, that they are incapable of behaving like a normal human being? (to have desire as a normal person would) 2. As...
Drugged up
I feel so freaking drugged up… Pain killer/sleeping pills for like 3 days straight now. This cold sore hurts so much! I can’t even sleep… It has never been like this before >.<! Hikssss T.T
“I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know?”
– Ernest Hemingway (via yuekatou)
